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I hate myself!
by redbutterfly @ 2006-04-25 - 06:48:44

Funny. Why do blog services always ask me to add tittle to my blog entries?

I'm up already. Too earlier than usual. After a quite scary moment of nightmare. And now I'm here.

I wanna stay at home. Dont wanna go to work. Damn. My flu. I can't breath. Even feel hurt inside my nose. Can't smell as a result. Can't hear clearly. My eyes are heavy but my damn mind is totally conscious. Means I could not fall asleep again to get up again at 7. Means I had to get up while I didn't want to. Sigh.

Every morning when I get up, I only wish that day would pass by really fast so that I could get home soon. But when work-day passes by and I can go back home again (how happy!), I always feel... feel like I'm an useless person...

Useless person who can not even write a personal statement for herself. Useless person who can not even imagine clearly about her plan in the future. Useless person who only sits there and funtions like a plastic doll while time passes by really fast together with chances...

I hate myself!

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playpandaplaypanda [Member]
04/25/06 @ 06:58

Your the only one who can fix these emotions, we have all been there. I feel useless alot, when ever I don't do as well as I had hoped on an exan, or when my netball coach puts me on bench for a full game and when the team loses, tellsme that I was what they needed. The way I overcome these emotions, is when I get home I put everything aside and give myself some indulgence (check out my blog for some nice ideas) Oor I go shopping, call up some friends and go clubbong, or even deck out in front of the telly for some me time with the simpsons. Exercise releases endorphins and will make you feel better, so take a walk, But by all means necessary PLEASE REFRAIN FROM HAVING A CHOCOLATE BINGE! you will regret it later. All work sucks, so suck it up and think of the dough. Good luck and get well soon...!

playpanda xoxo
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redbutterflyredbutterfly [Member]
04/28/06 @ 23:56

Hi playpanda!
What a surprise to log on my own blog today and see your comment! When I put my thought in my blog, I never thought that my blog could be read by anyone, even get any comment for it!
3 days have passed after that day. I haven't been out of the flu but now I feel better.
Thank you so much for your advise!! I will visit your blog soon.
Take care, study well, and love hard ;)

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